Over the past year, I have made a drastic difference in the way I view politics. Now I care. I would like to consider myself intermediate, I understand the basics, but as no professional. I began as a, and I will quote the Des Moines Register, "superficial democrat". Initially I was totally offended, but now I will own that description.
The issues are heavy, as is my heart.
On January 3, 2008 I caucused for Senator Barack Obama in Clive, Iowa. When he took Iowa, I felt a sense of pride, and credited myself for his victory (wouldn't you?). After seeing him in Iowa, South Carolina, North Carolina, Texas, Iowa again, and Michigan, I had the opportunity to ask him questions that concerned me. I asked him general questions, his environmental plans and his position on off-shore drilling. His responses were direct, and he's sharp! After asking him a question in a crowd of probably a thousand, I made my way up front to shake his hand, and he thanked me for my great question. Since that rally, the crowd sizes have heavily multiplied. In the streets of Austin, Texas 30,000 people waited for hours to see him speak for minutes.
From the start, I didn't know who Senator John McCain was. My parents were Gov. Romney and Gov. Huckabee supporters, so his name wasn't mentioned much in my household. The first time I saw him speak was in Nashua, New Hampshire (which I returned to last week to see Senator Kerry). I asked him about the independent vote, and he had the whole crowd in laughter, including me. If only I was sharp enough to say something witty. Microphones can be extremely intimidating. I then went on to attend his rallies in Florida and Michigan. Any cast or crew was there anywhere else? The war is a big concern of mine, and I thought it necessary to ask Senator McCain if he would ever reinstate the draft to sustain our military forces. His response to me was absolutely not. He would never force a citizen to endure what he had to, and it should always be a choice. That settled me a bit. I agree with his position to use our natural resources while we seek out alternatives.
My complaints... starting with Senator Obama. This inconsistency of his campaign has left me asking myself, "so what are you going to do?" He's changed his position on drilling, the war and NAFTA. I actually agree more with his switch in position than his original stance. However, I'm very uncomfortable that he has switched his position to battle his opponent's battle. What can I trust he will do? How fluid would his presidency be, seeing how runny his campaign has been? It's all over the place! I give it to him he selected a great VP, even though he spit on me. Universal healthcare, not my bag.
As for Senator McCain. War. war war war war war. Um. Little scary? What I have appreciated about McCain is his brutal honesty. I can take brutal, just give me the truth. He has not at any moment spared feelings of a concerned citizen on the campaign trail. He doesn't try to deliver glossy responses. He simply tells it like it is. Blunt. Gives me a chuckle every time. I don't feel like McCain's healthcare plan is any better from the situation we have now, but according to yesterday's NYTimes front page McCain will not hurt the economy as much as Senator Obama with his healthcare plan. (Granted, this statistic was funded by McCain). I'm concerned with NAFTA, and Senator McCain's innate hope to spread free trade. I agree with trade, it's impossible to neglect. BUT... we should neglect the hard working people of America, like Bert. I sense Senator McCain is capable of this neglect.
So where do I stand? Right in the middle. Uncomfortable. Heavy-hearted. After all, it's up to me!
Any suggestions?